Monday, March 17, 2008

Parenting Act!!!

I always liked kids and just love to baby sit. It’s tough to have some kid at home full time for now… so I always had a wish to have a gold fish which is pretty easy to have. I got it last year… and it was fun, cept that they dint last more than a year. I named them “Harry and Sally”, they were one of my fav characters in onscreen. Last week I got another pair and now I have someone whom I can talk to when am back home. after a lot of talks, we are starting to get along well now. I have named them “Jess and Celine” after another stunning characters onscreen from movie “Before Sunrise”. I am really glad that am able to fulfill my wish of parenting.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

I've had enough I guess...

I surely give a thought over what’s the reason of my diminishing social life, but am yet to find a concrete answer. The irony of the whole thing is no one can believe I feel this way. Anyhow that doesn’t bother me. Coming back to the thought, I feel I am a big miser when it comes to time with someone. I have huge regard for time and that’s not gonna change. I will always prefer watching my favourite movie alone rather than meeting someone. This doesn’t mean I dun feel like being with people, but that club has less members and not many of them are in Bangalore.
I have met a lot of people in past 8 years and being myself with them was real tough job. What I gradually learned was to stay calm, composed and collective under any circumstance. I started practicing it and in the process lost all the expectations from my personal life. More often than not I feel its good, cuz whatever happens it doesn’t affect you much. I have moulded myself in a manner that I get the satisfaction in others happiness. And I do pamper myself by living alone and making things work on my own. That’s the nirvana for me.
I feel I sound complicated and complex... I dunno exactly... but that’s me for now... :)

Saturday, March 01, 2008

I want to live alone...

I don’t know since when and how... but I guess I have attained this feeling that I m happy being alone... and now it has gone into my sub-conscious... I love watching my favourite movies, songs... reading, writing... Studying... Cooking... Decorating... I mean there is so much to do that am failing to include anyone in my space... I don’t know if I am being selfish or not... Or if I m a loner... I really dun care... I am happy this way... :)