Monday, September 26, 2005

My Thoughts and ideas... 'CRYSTAL'

Well to begin with I was a very slow starter, ignorant, having very poor concentration, not at all hard working. In my younger days I was so much compared to my sister who was exact opposite of me... very smart, hard working and clever too... I was not dull but never really took studies seriously. My teachers used to compare me with my sister a lot. My sister was called very often to my class and was complained of things. Looking back I wasn’t that bad at that stage may be average, but my sister is a genius. She worked hard and cleverly planned things and I was nowhere near her. I was ignorant at that stage. What I feel now is I was never motivated enough to perform, saying this I am not taking away anything from my teachers or my folks... they were all great, I guess was a real BRAT at that time... ;-)

But things considerably changed when I was in my High School... I wanted to do good... but guess it was little late for an immediate result... I did started to change from that point of time, but still the early damage was already done. I joined BSc and "A" level (DOEACC) and really worked hard at that time... joined MCA... gave my life to it... came to Bangalore... things were not going well on personal front but still never got myself affected by that... That particular period of time made me a real strong individual... now i know what I have to do, what not to do, i try and not get affected by the environment around me... Being more and more adaptable to various conditions/situations.

In all this time, all I have learnt at every step of life... Life makes you learn all the time and if you are clever enough to get all those signals then you are the winner otherwise you are losing at that moment...

There is a key if someone is not able to achieve a goal that never means his/her path towards the goal is wrong... may be its not the perfect path... so intelligent people learn from each path they are cruising towards their goal... and when they are choosing path next, time taken is less and more concrete...

In end hats off to Kapil Gupta my ideal person making me understand that "Every way which is not leading towards BOTTOM LINE is a wrong way..." He and Abhishek Goyal made me a real strong guy made me aware where I lack and where I am strong... I am still striving hard to improve on all fronts...

A big positive change have seen in myself is what i want to do and how to do is pretty much clear to me... and I am always working towards that. So my ideas and thoughts are like CRYSTAL now...

Friday, September 23, 2005

"LIFE" is Recursive

I have been studying and thinking for quite a while now that patterns of Life is self repeating and that too in high volumes... and sometimes seems like getting complicated in each loop but at the end equation is solved with a positive/negative result...

Life is changing, changing for better but one has to accept that its going in a better way a positive way... it all depends on perspective... a person can see the world as he wants to be seen just by changing the view, reference point or the perspective... Once in life person will feel an "incident" happened was the worst thing happened in his/her life... after some time he/she comes to know that it was the best thing that could ever happen in his/her life... just by accepting things and taking things in a positive stride...

Losing something is never a pain... its a phase when something/someone is going far from a person and he/she has no control over it which affects a person... then its trouble... something/someone being in life and not in life is a bit pattern ( in 0's and 1's) either its there or its not there... but when 0 -> (tends to) 1 (HAPPINESS) as you are adding something to your life... and vice versa... everything subsides with time... its here the change, transition takes place... which is a critical phase... All depends how the transition affects a system... System is a machine (Human Body) an intelligent system... which can react, has emotions, sending and recieving millions of signals in one second...

Moral of the story change your life by having a positive perspective and make the recursive loop as positive as you can... and the result will be exponentially positive.